Don't get mad...... get....... to bed

Ok folks here we go, day twenty something and ........man am I pissed off, worst bloody day imagineable(well possibly not), I'm still on bloody call, I found copious amounts of alcohol and I've been fighting like hell for most of the day to avoid smoking and Jesus I'm angry, frustrated, hungry, thirsty, sweating, miserable and totally pissed off.... and a little bit pissed to boot. Sometimes I would die for a smoke and today is one of them, sad fact of the matter is that I know it wouldn't solve a damn thing............... sometimes anger, desperation, call it what you will, gives you moments of almost complete enlightenment, like those experienced by our good friend Winner and you know what, when it would be so easy to cave, if you think about it for a few seconds it actually makes you that much more determined...... yeah I'm angry and yeah I want to punch a camel but I'm buggered if I'm going to try to solve my frustrations with poison wrapped in toilet paper ( I actually feel better describing them like that!) 

I'm goin' to Bunnings to buy me a padded cell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gotta be one o' them colourbond one's tho don't want no stinky wood!!!!!

It's official, Meanie's sanity has left the building! But at least he hasn't caved.

Hope everyone is having a better day than I am.