I do, I dont, I will, I wont....

Hello to you all,

Just joined today as part of my quitting process.  64 years old and had my first ciggie aged 13.  Have given up a few times but it comes back and gets me.

I am on Zyban and patches and managing to get through each day.  Very stressful situation at home with hubby having suffered a shoulder injury just a week ago.  Not sure how or when that will resolve itself, but being self employed we have currently lost an income.  I have a good job but it is a worry. So part of my motivation is to save money by not spending $350 a week on stupid cigarettes!!

I know I need to knuckle down, but probably not the easiest time to quit.  Having to take on all the house and garden chores with renovations underway - not sure when they'll get finished now.

Day 4 - struggling a bit......