My daughter needs me more then I need a cigarette
I am officially quitting tomorrow for the fourth time :( there are times I am repulsed by smokes but then there are times I find myself sitting on the balcony in the freezing cold for over an hour smoking one after another after another. I eventually go back inside just to have to change all my clothes pop the smokey clothes in the wash have a shower thinking im not going to have another cigarette and every time i do. I DONT WANT TO! I DONT ENJOY IT! IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE!
I think it's the addiction driving you to cigarettes don't worry i'm the same i've gone now 4 days without smoking but it sure is tempting. The weather usually doesn't matter how cold it is everyone is driven by that addiction. Probably best not to smoke them 1 after the other as that can affect your heart causing it to beat too fast and could potentially overdose on nicotine i've had 2 smokes in a row a few times but usually no more than that or it would make me sick. No i don't enjoy it either.