Unsure

I’m on day 12 and I have little to no side effects. I am a person who binge smokes. Sometimes I can go one to three days before I will have a smoke depending on my surroundings. Sometimes I can have 10 a day as well. I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s more habit then anything for me but obviously addiction as well if I can’t quit completely. I am still smoking. I smoked a lot in the last 5 days while I was working. I drive a lot in my career so the habit is there. I am wondering if I am on a placebo to be honest. My partner smoked a pack or more a day and quit on day 2 stating he feels as if he has never smoked before. It’s actulluy mind blowing to see him function and even have a beer with zero desire for a cigarette and here I am still struggling with the desire and I smoked very little compared to him. I just increased my dose this morning to the 1mg twice a day. I hope it makes a difference. He is only on 1 mg daily. Maby I need to stop expecting the same results as the poster child I seem to be living with.😉. I am so happy for him believe me. But I can’t help but wonder why my experience is so different. Maby if I smoked more in my first week perhaps my receptor would be more recieving? I don’t know. I will keep going.