1st hour of the first day
Hey everyone.. So I am.. no.. WAS a rollie person, and i have probably 8 smokes left, and no cash until tuesday next week. I asked my bestie for a loan of $ for a packet of smokes (she arrived back in Australia 2 days ago after 3 weeks abroad) and she has to go grocery shopping, bills, etc... Seriously! I felt like such an idiot!!! I put myself in a position to not be able to support my own habit, and of asking someone else to support it... I feel so ashamed. So I decided that this is it. I have a few nicorette patches and I put one on. Im going to throw out the packet of remaining rollies as I don't want them.. So this is the 1st hour of the first day! wish me luck!!!1
Hi Teash. You said it. How embarrassing to ask a friend for a loan for cigarettes. Hang on to your friend. Take time to share her special moments away. Ditch the nicodemon. Keep the friend. You risk losing more if you continue with the insidious habit. Giving up won't kill you but it seems not giving up may kill a friendship. A friend is gold. A bad habit won't find its way onto the stock market... Invest in what is important to you long term. Wish you all the best.