DAY TWO

Day 2....Woke up and first thing I thought was coffee and smoke. First morning I haven't had a smoke. I drove to work with a coffee and felt slightly strange I wasn't smoking, changing gears, steering, drinking coffee all at once. I'm on 21mg patches which does help. I gave up smoking about 5 years ago with the help of patches. I was on them for 2 weeks, and gave up for 18 months. The night my marriage ended I went and bought a packet of cigarettes and a bottle of wine, felt good at the time. My son reminded me last night how strong I've been with many things in my life, why should this be different. One day at a time.