100th Attempt of quitting...here goes.

I have been a smoker since I was 16yrs old (20 years)

I have tried to quit more times than I can remember. The best method was falling pregnant with my twins. That attempt I stopped for a year. Second pregnancy was not so easy to quit. I have read Allen Carr's book 10 times, been hypnotised 4 times, tried all the nicotine replacement products and taken champix 3 times and currently on my 4th go with it.

There are a lot of side effects with Champix (that I experience) the worse is the depression. Or just feeling really really low.

I am only on day 9 and still smoking but really starting to dislike it and not want to smoke.

My twins turn six on saturday so that is my quit date.

I don't want them to turn into me. My parents smoked and it seemed normal for me to take it up. I don't want that for my girls.

Fingers crossed I can stick with it this time