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smoked 2 today

I woke at 3.ooam, had 2 smokes left in packet, and finished them off. As I smoked the last one, thought, that's it, washed out the ashtray, and put it away. It felt good. today, I have not even thought of going down the street. As the day goes on, I feel stronger. Now 2 pm, and 12 hours since my last ciggie. Maybe, the timing is right this time around? I hope so. I have been on my computer for 3 hours now, and will know how much in control I am very soon. I can't afford to smoke anymore anyway, $35 a packet, what a waste of money going up in smoke. And that's the way I have to think about it. I have a list of things, pre-planned to do with my time, and that list is an A4 size list. At this stage I have only done 3 of them. Clean out the clothes I no longer wear. And clean out the kitchen, and spray the cupboards for spiders, and cockies. I'll be busy for months with this list, and that can only help me to stay quit. Well, here goes. Wish me luck.