get out of town

This is day 5 for me of no smoking...im having a negative day today and feeling like i have lost a close friend....its amazing how addiction can bring out such things. Im taking Zyban which helped my dad quit after 30 years smoking and he hasnt touched them since so he's my inspiration. Day one of stopping my hubby packed the kids and myself up in the 4wd along with swags and fishing gear and kidnapped me as far from town as possible......it was great because no matter how much i wanted a smoke there was no possible way i could get one. I wish today i was camping and fishing again its a great distraction so hopefully we can take off again this weekend im feeling like a prisoner trying to stay away from all my smoking friends. Good luck everyone i cant wait till i feel normal again and i can keep up with my kids.