Oh my goodness, I just can't get this reel playing over and over again in my head, and it's all about the cigarette, I look at people and wonder do they smoke, have they smoked and I wonder how they're going quitting, I watch the telly and wonder if that actor smokes and how they're doing and coping quitting, I distract myself for a while but here comes the reel again , it's driving me crazy, I'm not giving in nor do I want to, my cravings are under control but why am I asking myself about anyone and everyone I see , did they quit, are they quitting how are they going, why am I thinking this way comparing myself with complete strangers, weird lol