So... I posted here a week ago. I was going so well quitting, but I became very angry and depressed.
I'm not going to have a pity party because I don't want to be pitied. I have an amazing girlfriend who understands. So I'm not letting this relapse become the end.
I am going to see the doctor, and with luck he is going to help me to get back on track. Maybe I need help with my depression and anxiety.
I refuse to believe that I am going to smoke myself to death.
Also, I would like to thank everybody here who supported me through the first two weeks.
Never give up!