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Don't get mad...... get....... to bed

Posted in Hints and tips 22 Nov 2011

Ok folks here we go, day twenty something and am I pissed off, worst bloody day imagineable(well possibly not), I'm still on bloody call, I found copious amounts of alcohol and I've been fighting like hell for most of the day to avoid smoking and Jesus I'm angry, frustrated, hungry, thirsty, sweating, miserable and totally pissed off.... and a little bit pissed to boot. Sometimes I would die for a smoke and today is one of them, sad fact of the matter is that I know it wouldn't solve a damn thing............... sometimes anger, desperation, call it what you will, gives you moments of almost complete enlightenment, like those experienced by our good friend Winner and you know what, when it would be so easy to cave, if you think about it for a few seconds it actually makes you that much more determined...... yeah I'm angry and yeah I want to punch a camel but I'm buggered if I'm going to try to solve my frustrations with poison wrapped in toilet paper ( I actually feel better describing them like that!) 

I'm goin' to Bunnings to buy me a padded cell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gotta be one o' them colourbond one's tho don't want no stinky wood!!!!!

It's official, Meanie's sanity has left the building! But at least he hasn't caved.

Hope everyone is having a better day than I am.

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  • kathyrose , Northern Sydney November 22, 2011 | 22:39
    Can you buy me a padded cell too please. Well done you didn't give in and light up the toilet paper you don't know where it's been
  • Winner Walker , Sydney November 23, 2011 | 7:03
    Oh Meanie - poor you! I know EXACTLY what you are describing. But you know what BLOODY FANTASTIC for not caving. Imagine how much more pissed off you would be if you had given in. Day 20 something heading to 30 no way!

    You should be getting ready to celebrate a month Melanie (still love typing that - thanks Tiger). Well done you and as a quiet aside, after my Friday evening meltdown I have been pretty cruisy - so maybe you just needed to get to the point of needing the padded cell as a turning point :)
  • ki , Murrumbidgee December 17, 2011 | 16:38
    well i know it's been tough for you but hold it's has to get better and congrats for not giving in

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