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Day 13 and still having urges still feel an emptiness an absence where the smoking used to be still feel quite flat and unmotivated in regards to everyday things I’ve had a few good days which gives me hope and I know a lot of the advice is “it’s all in my mind and I hold the power” but it just doesn’t feel like it feel depressed but just concentrating on each day hoping it will get easier eventually. I think my biggest fear is once the surgery is over and I’m out of hospital I will start up again but can’t think of that right now just have to focus on getting through each day and believing I will be over it by the time surgery comes round. Just feel so alone within myself wish I could hibernate for a month and wake up never knowing what it felt like to be addicted to be so emotionally attached to something that was poisoning me but have to ride the waves that’s all I can do. Does anyone else feel this way or am I truly alone.
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