I like that I can be here back with my update, this week it'll 8 months since I choosen better life.. Is it as I expected?
No.. Far away from it.. Now I understand that many things what I was not satisfy with had nothing related to smoking.. I can be still lazy, without energy, sad and anxious.. And I don't smoke.. I have agreed with myself that I'll evaluate the day as successfull when I won't light up.. That's how I stayed possitive even circumstancies are not good.. Need to do it simply to not end up overhelmet with all things which leads to stress and that's killer no. 1 directly or indirectly in our world right now .. That's why we smoke, no? To cope with stressful situation in life.. So keep it simply and stay happy..
And how was last month? I was afraid of this sensitive period of year, first time without cigarette.. And it ended up quite ok, no strong taste or thoughts about going back.. back to stage 1, day 1.. no thank you, no more.. And when I was back at work, time started go quickly, so all right..
Thank you to this forum, to be able gain hope whenever I need, by reading new and old stories..