Hi guys, I can announce 4 months of smoke free life.. I'm very happy for that.. time flies quickly.. 4 months mark was something very very far away and now it's nothing else just reality.. :)
What has changed since last post app. 20 days ago? Lots of.. I have started to go to work after 1 year paternity leave.. It was easier as I had thought.. I can go with my buddy collegues to smoking area and talk with him while he is smoking and have no taste to have one.. No craving.. Nothing.. I just know I don't want to smoke anymore and that's enough..
I wanted to wake up at 5am and go for running.. I was able to do it tripple times last week.. together 6km.. It's far away of my commitment, but I'm happy for that anyway.. :) I never run early morning although I always wanted.. It shows me I'm capable of everything I want.. Just I must want it very badly, more then everything else..
And I said to my wife that I'm non smoker.. I haven't admited months, just few days - I had to avoid her anger that I had lied to her - it would brings me back to smoking.. :))
I'm happy that I can handle also difficult situations so I don't have to avoid them as I used to do..
Stay commitment, strong, positive and healthy.. and you will become happy.. That's what our lives are about.. ;)
Thanks for listening..
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