Just happy to be able to share with you all if you read any Iof my stories you know I almost always afraid to be proud but by the grace of God I able to push hard I choose to be proud today I will admit that it wasn't cake walk this one year I had more stuff happen and challenge me more that a person would feel they had an excuse to pick a cigarette up my fear was being to confident and falling back but today I realized you never really have control you try your best to control but destiny will step in I starting thinking like what happens if I don't allow myself to breath then what and I still fall back I was a smoker for almost 4 years I think If I continue to do the work except that I will never know what my future holds but I can always be thankful grateful in the present moment thank for listening I feel extremely blessed