It has not been one bit easy to meet the demands of a smokefree life. It is easy in some respects, but I seem to fail in others. I am not over the cravings, but it seems to be getting better because I eat something or just have a glass or sip of water when they happen. I have become hyponatremic though, which means basically that I am over diluting my body. I have low sodium and chloride. It is hard for me too because I get slightly confused. But that really is of my own making. I have not seemed to be able to get over it after a really actually quite a long time. I don't quite know what to take with this, but it came along when I stopped smoking.
Other than that I feel free, like in the aspects of freedom. Not all free, but free for now. Something just is strangely gone from my inner being. I don't mean to be cruel to myself, I wanted to say something different than 'a weight has been lifted off my shoulder'. It's good. I feel like I'm funny again for real.
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