I had my last smoke on December 10, 2018. For the first time since that day, I am really worried that I might falter and return to smoking. My husband and I received a notice that we have to vacate our home so that the owner can do some repairs. Financially, thos could not come at a worse time. He's unemployed and I am still recovering from surgery, so I am unable to work. He is receiving unemployment payments, but that's about to run out. The only thing we do have going for us is we're not spending money on cigarettes anymore. Neither one of us has very good credit so we're just praying that someone will be generous enough to give us a chance.

All of that being said, I have never wanted nor felt the need for a cigarette more than I do right now.

It won't happen but I am worried.

Thanks for listening.