It's been 65 days with a saving of just under one and a half grand. I should be on top of the World but it is really starting to hurt.
The last three weeks have been particulary bad for me - medications for extreme pain (injured at work two years ago), causing complications that put me in hospital for two weeks - one operation down one more to go.
I know I'm whining and having a "poor bugger me" moment, but I could really go and get a pack and smoke them all, BUT that would be the end, I really couldn't face being a smoker again admiting that they control me - I also know that I'm strong enough to get through this depression and come out the other side.
Writing on this wall has some kind of theraputic effect which is giving me the strength to carry on, and reading other's journeys really does help. Thanks to the guys and girls that keep this web page running
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