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Escaped-From-Hell
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7/09/2018
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My 3 month old son keeps me going

Posted in Staying quit 07 Oct 2018
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So i made it a week.

Then relapsed,

When i realised the pack i bought was gone in less than 40 hours, the guilt and shame really kicked in.

To think of the damage i must be doing to my body and health made me sick.

But my son reminded me with the innocence of a baby, what life is really all about. Having fun and being happy.

Cigarettes to not make me happy and all that coughing is not fun.

I am now 48 hours smoke free again.

And i am back on track and determined to stay quit.

For my son, so i can live longer and watch him grow up.

My mother passed away from cancer when i was 13, she smoked too.

I wanted to be just like her.

Now i see, that i do not want my son to loose his mother like i lost mine.

So i have to quit for good.

There is just no excuse.

<3

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  • MrSimon October 07, 2018 | 18:47
    Don't worry about the relapse just pick yourself up ( I think you already have ) and carry on .
    It's great that you have your baby as an incentive.
    Keep us informed 😘
  • Rafiki October 08, 2018 | 12:30
    Miss Kitty

    Keep at it does get better..................... I too quit for myself, Fiance and to see my son grow up (9yrs). I too lost my father to cancer (smoking related)........126 days smoke free............
  • Tahir_Iftikhar October 11, 2018 | 15:06
    Well done keep it up :)

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