So i made it a week.
When i realised the pack i bought was gone in less than 40 hours, the guilt and shame really kicked in.
To think of the damage i must be doing to my body and health made me sick.
But my son reminded me with the innocence of a baby, what life is really all about. Having fun and being happy.
Cigarettes to not make me happy and all that coughing is not fun.
I am now 48 hours smoke free again.
And i am back on track and determined to stay quit.
For my son, so i can live longer and watch him grow up.
My mother passed away from cancer when i was 13, she smoked too.
I wanted to be just like her.
Now i see, that i do not want my son to loose his mother like i lost mine.
So i have to quit for good.
There is just no excuse.
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