On this day 3 years ago was the start of a new way of living without smokes, a new journey without being controlled by smokes, which i tell myself they were/are false friends.they were always there for me but for all the wrong reasons, but when i was a smoker, they were there for the right ones..
For my 3 years i have saved and stashed away $20,280...
I dont smell of an ashtray, my house or car now smells lovely, dont have to make sure i have enough smokes or lighter when i leave the house... no thoughts of these now when i grab my keys of purse...
Never thought it was possible for me to achieve where i am at today to say or put into print
3 years without a smoke to my lips...wow what a personal journey, the ups n downs..
There are moments i still have to keep myself in check, but mostly its a passing pang, which i still give myself a stern talking to...lol.
Self discovery, having the confidence in myself to let go of a drug and habit and survive...not being dependant on smokes didn't kill me, being positive, even being selfish at times..had to be, this was my greatest chance to succeed, i wanted to be the winner and here i am to say...
I am a smoker that has chosen not to smoke no more
I DID IT.
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