3 months ago I started my journey...it has been the best thing I could do for myself. I have learnt a lot about myself in this past 3 months. I am tougher and more resilient than I thought. I really never thought I could do this or that I would ever really want to...that is how enslaved I was to smoking. But now I am amazed at how just a different mindset has set me free of it all. I know that I will never smoke again.....WHY...because it no longer defines me. I am now my own person and happier and healthier than ever. Keep going on your journey and know in your heart and mind that you can do it, believe in yourself.