129 Days smoke free, $2064.00 dollars saved all by cold turkey Yet today as anti smoking as i am becoming why is my head telling me to just have one to prove that I have completely beaten the habit. I have not andI will not give in to the voice. Just goes to show how strong this damn addiction is. There are no major stressors in my life. I'm still fit for 40 anyway and haven't put on any weight, yet after 129 days the little smoking voice is still there. Rather than focus on the temptation it is a reminder of how bad I was and still am addicted. There is nothing romantic about this addiction.
People keep asking me if I feel better. I don't feel any different. I'm still me. I just taste and smell better. Plus I have a few more bucks in my wallet and am more productive. I refuse to be defined by this stinking addiction.
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