Hi everyone, I haven't been on this site for a while, which is probably why I have had a slip up recently. My son has been suspended from school after a long period of good behaviour. This put me over the edge. In two weeks I have had 6 cigarettes, some of them only a few puffs. But three days ago I bought a packet, still couldn't smoke any until the end. Today, I found myself trying to escape so I could hide from my kids so I could puff on. Feeling sick, physically and mentally that I had come so far and I succumbed to stress and anger. Anyway, my good news story is the last trip I made to "hide" today I noticed a gentleman and a lady smoking. I asked them if they would take the remainder of the packet I had bought because I was quitting. They obliged thankfully, because I have never been able to throw out cigarettes and would have smoked them. So, here I am again ... on the website, buying gum, planning my walk etc.