Stories and experiences by: Rsan

Wow. I can’t believe I made it over 1 year. It was not easy for me and I still get thoughts, urges from time to time but not as intense or frequent as the first 3-4 months. I appreciate those of you who can post/write your journey when you were going through your quits. I am not a writer and found it difficult to express myself during the beginning stage of my journey. I was so mentally...

I can't believe I made it 6 months! It has not been easy, especially the first 3-4 months! I still have those few out of the blue cravings/thoughts and it does catch me off guard. I think to Myself why is this still happening, oh yeah the junkie mind. The one that still gets to me is when I am getting ready to drive somewhere and it is raining and I think oh I need to smoke first...

92 days of freedom! I have to admit it has been hard and I still feel strong cravings although they are not frequent. The first 3 weeks are the worst and gradually have gotten better. Just in the last few weeks I started to feel somewhat normal, not having feelings of anxiety, loss, just general blahs. It really helps reading everyone's journey. We may have differing days but the ultim...