Stories and experiences by: NeverNeverEVER

I have had a bad day. All i can think about is having a smoke. I am so close to blowing 50 days. A good cry, a cup of tea and a smoke. Tell me i am nuts please

A friend of ours passed at 4am this morning from lung cancer. He quit smoking 2 months ago when the oxegyn tank arrived.  He didn't want to blow up his house. Stop with the reasoning and excuses - just do it. Just quit. It is really not worth it. :(

Hubby was having a nightmare. He has been on champix for about 2 weeks and no smokes for 3 days. His nightmare was so violent he was lashing out in his sleep - unfortunatly it was my head he was hitting.  Scared the jeebies out of both of us. I am now terrified to sleep beside him whilst he is on champix. The last time he tried champix was over 2 years ago and the same thing happened back ...

Yay me :)

I wanted to give some encouragement to others and also to self. Lets NOT forget those powerful moments.  We here so much of the cravings and the urges and the mind blowing mess up that we can become. But lets not forget those incredible powerful moments, where we feel so amasing and proud and strong. At first they may be few and far between but within a matter of days, they increase in the...

I am still a non smoker :) The last few days have been very hard- had my dad and brother here- dad would light up, brother would light up and then they would both light up together. I wanted a smoke simply to get away from the smell. Today we did our market and again, smokers everywhere. Again i could have smoked just so i did not have to smell it. But i think thats all a min excuse searching f...

I have tried to quit so many times that i would need everyone's hands and feet to count the attempts.  The biggest setback to any quit has always been my own mind.  I have been a non smoker for 4 days but what is the differance in me this time? I will NEVER NEVER EVER BECAUSE I'M A NON SMOKER :) There is nothing to quit because I'm a non smoker. Why would I smoke - I'm a non smoker. I ...