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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
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    2 Years

    Posted in Quit experiences 3 Mar 2018
    3 Comments

    I've been smoke free for two years (and a couple of days). I haven't been here since around the 9 month mark and I wanted to come back and say thank you to a community that helped me through the hardest period of quitting. I also encourage any new people here to read the experiences of your peers and share your story. Something as simple as leaving a word of encouragement on another persons po...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
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    Seven Months

    Posted in Staying quit 1 Oct 2016
    3 Comments

    Today is seven months without a smoke and I must say that it snuck up on me. A colleague today asked if I still felt like having a smoke and I told them "Absolutely". However I told them I need to treat it like Heroin. They gave me a puzzled look, a look which I'm sure people reading this now have. The way I see it is if I wanted to, I could do either, I could smoke or put a needle in my a...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
    Stories

    Weird Habits

    Posted in Quit experiences 25 Sep 2016
    6 Comments

    Whenever I would leave the house, I'd make sure that I'd have everything before going. I would say to myself "Wallet, phone, keys, smokes, lighter" They were the 5 things I needed with me at all times, everything else didn't matter. NOW, 200+ days later, I still say "Wallet, phone, keys, smokes, lighter" for the life of me I can't get out of the habit. Maybe it's a metaphor for the idea th...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
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    200 Days

    Posted in Staying quit 17 Sep 2016
    3 Comments

    I am at day 200 at the moment. In the last 100 days the focus has shifted off of my smoking and onto my overall health. It took me a long time to get into it and I am currently doing pretty well. I am on a strict diet, exercising 5 days a week and to date have lost 11 kilos. I'm getting fitter every day and I'm working towards a healthy life/image that I've only dreamed of. This isn't t...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
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    6 months

    Posted in Quit experiences 2 Sep 2016
    8 Comments

    I celebrated 6 months yesterday. I'm extremely pleased with the progress that I've made and have grown significantly over the last six months. I am not the same person that I was then and that is extremely liberating. It has encouraged me to illicit change elsewhere in my life and given me the strength to know that I can do (almost)anything.

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
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    Golf with a mate

    Posted in Quit experiences 21 Aug 2016
    1 Comment

    Played golf for the first time as a non smoker. Played with a buddy who still smokes and found the experience the same. Previously I could smoke anywhere between 6-12 cigarettes over a 3-4 hour period. It was another positive association with smoking that I was concerned about how quitting will affect it. As with most things, it didn't change. I still enjoyed it, I'm still a horrible golfer an...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
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    Exercise!

    Posted in Quit experiences 11 Aug 2016
    3 Comments

    I've finally found the rhythm that I've always wanted to with diet and exercise. A lot of people get right into it when they quit and it took me over 5 months before I was able to get into a good routine. It's been 4 weeks of clean eating, exercising 5 days a week and lots and lots of running. I've been steadily losing 1.5kg a week and I'm determined to hit a weight that I've only dreamed abo...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
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    5 Months

    Posted in Quit experiences 1 Aug 2016
    2 Comments

    Today is five months without a smoke. It's an exceptional length of time and the longest I've ever gone without a cigarette since I was 16. Sometimes I feel sad because I won't have the same "old times" like I did when I was smoking, however I remind myself that I just need to make new positive memories as a non-smoker and it will all be okay. For anyone who is starting out, be prepared for a...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
    Stories

    4 months!

    Posted in Quit experiences 30 Jun 2016
    1 Comment

    At the time of writing this it is exactly 4 months smoke free. 122 days. $3,416 dollars saved. 3,050 cigarettes not smoked. 21,350 mg of tar avoided. 6kg of weight gained (oops). 2,810,880 un-laboured breaths. 32 whiter teeth. 10 unstained fingers. The title of "ex smoker". Remember everything you stand to gain by quitting and everything you stand to lose by starting again. ...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
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    Dreams

    Posted in Quit experiences 22 Jun 2016
    1 Comment

    Day 113. I keep having this recurring dream where I am smoking. It's not always the exact time/place/circumstance but it's always me smoking for a bit (and it's always indoors, I NEVER smoked indoors), realising I shouldn't be smoking because I've quit and then saying "it's okay" because I've been so good in my quit attempt so far. Eventually in the dream someone comes in and I have to hide it...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
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    Centurion

    Posted in Quit experiences 13 Jun 2016
    4 Comments

    104 Days smoke free! A lot of the techniques I used to quit smoking were directly influenced by my decision to quit gambling in late 2012. I had struggled with that addiction for almost 6 years and without a cent to my name made the decision to turn my life around. The techniques were the same. I made the decision to quit and set myself simple goals. 1 day, 1 week, 3 weeks, 1 month and 3 mo...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
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    3 Months!

    Posted in Quit experiences 4 Jun 2016
    6 Comments

    Today I'm over three months free of smoking (I had planned to write this at exactly three months but life got in the way). I never thought that I'd make it this long and it still feels surreal. I will have dreams where I am smoking and I wake up wondering if I've really even quit. But I have, my clothes are cleaner, my teeth a whiter, my breath is fresh. Everyone loves this new me, my frien...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
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    Subtle Changes

    Posted in Staying quit 14 May 2016
    2 Comments

    Day 75 I've always loved the smell of cigarette smoke, since I was young, around 12 or so I remember walking on the street behind a smoker and enjoying the scent that wafted into my nostrils. Early in my quit attempt I would deliberately place myself in the position to smell second hand smoke as a means of getting through a craving. I felt as though I'd always enjoy the smell of cigarette sm...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
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    Mounting Pressure

    Posted in Quit experiences 24 Apr 2016
    2 Comments

    It's currently day 54 and I just went through an extremely difficult week in my professional and personal life. I was pushed to the brink in both areas and when the thought turned to smoking as a means of dealing with the pressure, I was met with the realisation that even if I picked up a smoke, it would offer me no solace, it would have no positive effect. It would only add to the despair that I...

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  • Gebstar
    Sydney
    15
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    Keep it simple

    Posted in Quit experiences 12 Apr 2016
    6 Comments

    I am currently 42 days smoke free after smoking almost a pack a day for ten years. The week leading up to my quit date (March 1st) I made an attempt to cut down my cigarettes to less than 10 a day. This drove me nuts and made me nervous about actually quitting. February 29th I smoked an entire pack and worried about quitting cold turkey the next day. March 1st was difficult and I constantly ...

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