Amazing but not how you think

It’s still shocking that I quit cigarettes 1st try. I’m 33 and smoked since 13! 20 years of fags and I gave up 1st time with champix which in my view is a wonder drug. I do t know why there are nicotine replacement ads on TV, when this drug actually makes you not want to smoke. Having said that, I’m struggling with my emotions. I’m so upset, angry and sad as well as happyish and I have no idea why. Maybe is the lack of Dopamine due to my not a puff rule. Either way I’m so happy and excited about being a non smoker. The temptations aren’t that bad, just replace it with chocolate or mints. If you get fat like me right now, you can lose the weight when you are over months smoke free. It’s astonishing what is happening to my chest over the past few days (days 16-18). I’m coughing up black, green strands of what looks like streaks of ink in my spuctum. I feel very coughy and coldy but clear as well it’s so weird. Smells really picked up. So far I’m not on top of the world but I can breathe and I have saved over £200 in just 18 days.