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Approaching the 1 Year Mark !

Posted in Quit experiences
By Azza_33
schedule 26 Aug 2019

Well, almost 1 year for me, 17 September will be one year since my last day as what i call a "Full time Smoker" (pack a day).

As a quick background - Sep 17th 2018 suffered an MI - The result of a 99% block of the LAD at age 41, told smoking was the probable cause due to the inflamation and plaque build up.

The journey for me to date has been one of hmmm, i would catergorise as "Great Difficulty" in the beginning. It took me a number of attempts where i was having one or two a week, then one or two a month, now nothing for the past 6 months ( I had 4 between Jan and March), how ever i will add i was vaping no-nic to get me through the harder times.

I honestly look back now and wonder how did i manage to get through that, the quit experience for me was rough, very rough! consisting of night sweats, heightened anxiety and panic attacks, depression, severe mood swings, headaches, nausea, poor concentration, heart palpitations + tingling sensations hands lips feet. This went on for a number of months but i can now say those nightmarish times have passed finally and i have come out the other end feeling really quite great, a feeling i originally thought i was being robbed of.

Now i can say i have better sense of taste, greater smell, better moods, still very slight anxiety and feeling of sadness at times, but this to is improving. I feel great in the sense i am no longer causing any arterial inflamation due to smoking, it feels good to breath easy and no longer cough or wheeze, the list goes on actually , and for me as a huge smoker i was a huge doubter not smoking would make me feel any better, but hey it has, it really has. I will also mention i am now $10,000 better off in the 11 months of cessation.

So yes, just wanted to share my experience and let people know it can be painfully hard to do and may even hurt, but to my surprise there is the rewarding outcome i am now experiencing.

By Kirk88
schedule 26 Aug 2019

Thank you. I needed this. I was literally checking my bank account and putting my shoes on to go buy a pack after 8 days as it felt like no one was suffering as hard as I am with headaches, depression, mood swings etc. I have taken my shoes off and will go shower and go to bed instead. Thank you, I will make it to day 9 because of this post.

schedule 27 Aug 2019

I think its absolutely great Azza33. You sure have helped everyone on this forum me included, I do not agree with sweatled joining in, its off putting for people on this forum. All I can say is you are not obliged to answer this, I hope you return to us at a later stage to give us all support on your journey. Congratulations such a mammoth jump to freedom.

schedule 27 Aug 2019

You have come a long way Azza, congratulations to you for sticking it out in spite of all the hardships. You are to be commended for your perseverence and determination. Thankfully, most don't have such adverse effects to overcome. Unfortunately you were felt to be forced into quitting due to health issues rather than choosing to quit. That can make a difference, as you really must WANT TO become a non-smoker. Once accepting it, it really does make the journey easier.

Thanks for reminding people that the end results are really something to be proud of and worth the fight. You will get there one day at a time with each day getting easier. Smile with the knowledge that one day you will be free.