Calmed Down & Listening Now

Hi rainbow4006

I am calm now and trying to keep a level head you are right I am not in a good frame of mind and yes everything to me feels dreadful before and now.

I appreciate your feedback and I know you are trying to help I should not of jumped the gun and been so negative and I admit that I was being negative and not admitting to myself that I really need to take action and try to get more help.

Well I am taking your advise and of others and am seeking to get myself off the nicotine lozenges yet once again... going to my Dr to see if she can help me more maybe I need to even bite the bullet and stop cold turkey and be strong.

Either way I decide I am going to win this battle I want to live and have a healthy long life.

Thank you for waking me up from this horribel dream and stupidity I need to now embrace common sense and move with action and not words.

And thank you to all others whom have supported me also... :) I am feeling a good vibe coming my way positive thoughts that I shall win!!!!