I only just joined here yesterday. Am over 3 weeks smoke free. I posted yesterday about dealing with over 3 hours of intense cravings due to work stress. Turns out that is not my worst day. The work I did yesterday was to put in for funding for my job.
Today just learned I wont have a job after Christmas. Work decided they were not going to seek further funding for my role. Am so tempted to go out get drunk and have smoke. Gave up drinking over 7 weeks ago before the smokes. Am depressed, tired, stress, and angry too. Thanks for this forum as I have noone else to vent to. Im near tears but I know I wont go for a smoke or a drink for that matter. I come to far. Time to go out a clear my head and be thankful for the small joys in life. My dog, the weather, the flowers and birds of spring. You know what I mean. It will give me time to work out a plan. Thank you for your support. I need it.
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